Livin’ A Lie by Rihanna & Dream

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Aw, Aw, Aw, Rihanna
Ey, Ey Dreamer
Aw, Aw, Ey, Ey, Ey

I wanna tell the world that your my girl
And that i’m your man, Aw baby
And I wanna tell the world that you got me
Why can’t we be, Aw baby
I can’t put my name on your kiss
And I can’t speak your name from these lips
We froze and nobody knows

Have to walk out the room everytime you call
Tellin everybody I ain’t seen you in so long
It feels like i ain’t breating
This feels worser than cheating

Cuz we out here livin’ a lie,
Out here livin’ a lie,
I’m out here livin’ a lie,
Why what makes you smile seem to make you cry
I’m out here livin’ a lie,
I’m out here livin’ a lie,
We out here livin’ a lie,
Behind these smiles I’m really hurting
Inside-side-side-side oh no ,Inside-side-side-side oh no,
Inside-side-side-side oh no ,Inside-side-side-side I Wanna Be True

Everytime i wanna put us on display
Time takes a breathe, Aw Baby
I hear about other relationships that ain’t true
I wanna set it right, Aw Baby
And i can’t tell nobody how i feel, oh
And i can’t tell nobody how we is, oh

I wanna hop on the first thing smokin
Tell our agent to book us a plane

I wanna be near you
I wanna be near you too
I wanna wake up (wake up)
Right next to you baby

Cuz we out here livin’ a lie,
Out here livin’ a lie,
I’m out here livin’ a lie,
Why what makes you smile seem to make you cry
I’m out here livin’ a lie,
I’m out here livin’ a lie,
We out here livin’ a lie,
Behind these smiles I’m really hurting
Inside-side-side-side oh no,Inside-side-side-side oh no,
Inside-side-side-side oh no,Inside-side-side-side i wanna be true

Rihanna Baby, Dream Baby
What on this earth will we do?
Am sure that i’m not a sume
And everything in this world has got us crazy
I’m so through, You too?, We Alone
What the worst that could happen baby if they knew?
Won’t be nothing,
Cuz your inpecable, your everything that i love

Cuz we out here livin’ a lie,
Out here livin’ a lie,
I’m out here livin’ a lie,
Why what makes you smile seem to make you cry
We out here livin’ a lie,
I’m out here livin’ a lie,
We out here livin’ a lie,
Behind these smiles I’m really hurting
Inside-side-side-side oh no,Inside-side-side-side oh no,
Inside-side-side-side oh no,Inside-side-side-side

I wanna be True

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Tamad in Gripps

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Tamad na tamad kami ni Shiela sa Gripps. As in!

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Up and running

My dotcom expired recently hence with the downtime.

Now we’re up and running again.

Well, its not like I have readers. Hehe.

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Depend on no one but yourself

EDIT: Shit! I told you to stop relying on others! Now look what happened, you’re pissed off again!

Depend on no one but yourself, if you learn this head on you can avoid disappointments and rejections. Accept that people are not always there when you need them; That they will choose themselves over you; Comfort from them will not be available at all times; That they will not fully understand you; That they will inevitably judge you (this is the very reason why you don’t like to share, right?); That you can not depend on their loyalty and trust; That your secrets are not safe; That the amount of what you give will not be the same as what you can get.

Its a reality of life. So Socorro be independent in all aspect – emotionally, financially, physically.. Then you’ll soon realize that what the people around you (even your family) are giving, no matter how inadequate, is enough because you know you can take care of the rest.

Best,

Yourself

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Happy Birthday Papa!

To the most pogi-est Papa of them all, Happy Birthday! Love you!

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XD I know, I need to find a better picture! EEeep!

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Mama is going to kill me..

You know why? Because, hehe, I just bought a Tamiya model kit. Woot! I am now a proud owner of an USS New Jersey BB-62 1/350 scale model which cost me… I am not going to say! Only me and Papa knows how much it is. Hehe! Now I have something to fill up the hours. Mama is going to kill me because she doesn’t like this kind of stuff (love you Mama).

The box is huge so is the model. When done, the whole thing is will be approx 30 x 4 inches. The content is impressive, though it could be better. I want to start building this baby asap but my problem is I have no Cement. The store where I got this ran out of stock. Finding another store that probably sell Tamiya products is next to impossible. But I am still hopeful.

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Nice right?

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ASTIGmatism!

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Behold, the cutest geek ever. Isn’t she adorable? Recently, my little sister unfortunately got astigmatism (kasi ASTIG ang kapatid ko! Woot!!!)  so she needs to wear glasses, otherwise she’ll drop dead from extreme headache. Poor sistah. I just don’t like the type of frame she chose. It unecessarily accentuate her cute nose. Haha! Love you. Mishu.

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A request…

Something just came up that drained me emotionally. I am sorry I can’t tell you what happened. But I assure you this has nothing to do with you. Please bear with me. Try not to take my every move personally. I am just asking for your patience right now. I’ll try to shake this off the best I can. Who knows maybe tomorrow I’ll be okay already.

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Cool Ring!

I bought a ring. Very cool eh? I wonder how long I am going to wear it. I am lazy when it comes to accessories. Bleh~!

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Monotony

Do you know how it feels as if your day never ends? That everyday, Monday to Sunday, are all connected. Nights, which suppose to separate these days, are non existent. With it is the consciousness for every thing you do and fully aware, and noting, that you’re doing it over and over again. You’re looking at your workstation thinking why you’re so tired of staring at it when you know that you’re day has just begun. You feel like you’re always eating when in fact the last time you had a meal was 12 hours ago. You go in and out of the washroom, worried that your workmates might think why you’re always in there when in fact you haven’t been there since you arrive. You keep on staring at the clock and get pissed off because its too damn slow though before you know it the day flies quickly and realizes you haven’t done anything. Then on your way back, in your car, staring outside the window to the lights and neons of the street and realize how sick you are of looking at it because thats the only thing you see every godforsaken night.

I know damn well how it feels.

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Goodluck in UBD

We’re going to miss you!

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Just a Presumption

Here’s a bad behavior from my side. Yeah I am going to do it, and I am writing about it now.

How does it feel that in your face the person of your affection is being closely emotional to someone else. Yeah I know how it feels and I know it damned hurts. Poor guy, can’t get any emotional vamp anywhere and from anyone.

My advice, drink some supplements, eat fruits and vegetables, exercise a lot. It helps. Just like what I was saying to my friend, being well emotionally involves two things: being healthy both in mind and body. If you can’t solve the mind (or heart rather), then go for the latter.

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Going back for the holidays

I need to book a flight soon to and from Manila for the Christmas Holiday. I am worried that if I didn’t book now, and wait until November or December comes, the fare will be ridiculously expensive.

UPDATE: Nick and I finally sat together and booked my flights. Nick is necessary because I’ll be using his credit card for the purchase. We booked an Air Asia flight from Kota Kinabalu to Clark for December 24 but delayed the booking for Manila to Brunei. I am actually so ready to purchase the return flight when I noticed that the supposed BND400 RBA ticket turns out to be a USD400. I couldn’t make the decision pronto so I decided to think it through, again.

So I’ll be in Manila for December 24 to January 4, 2009. I can’t wait.

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Iam so getting FAT

Yes thats right folks I am getting fat. Too fat actually.

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From 45Kg to 55Kg  50kg. Hahaha. Paksyet.

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So cute

An adorable text message i got. This is referring to Nick and I’s plan to go out yesterday.

“We go jalanla.. we take my camera 1st at ofis..we go www.serasa.hiking.beach.barn.photoshoot.lunch@anywayla.com”

When we met, Nick apologized to me coz the link may not work. He said he forgot the .bn

Hehehe.

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See the Vandalised Side of Things

Ever wonder who do those vandals on HSBC branches? Well, its me (and some of my officemates) Hehe.

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BED

BLACK EYELINER DAY!

Check out the staff of IM Graphics Design Studio, in it’s blackest..err..eyeliner ever before!

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Love

Yes I am in love, and its a stupid thing.

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Dinner at Hanah’s Place!

Dinner at Hanah’s place.

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Jerudong Beach

Went to Jerudong Beach for a breather.

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Road Trip on a Rainy Night

We did a little roadtrip! We went to Muara and Serasa and had dinner there. Halfway during the meal, heavy rain came that almost blew our meal to the sea. Fun fun fun!

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Red Hot Balls

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Philippine Embassy

No we didn’t get to meet the Ambassador.

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You made it personal, when YOU made it personal.  You blew it pal. Too bad.

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With a lovin’ ear and a reserved mouth

from movie FIGHT CLUB:

Jack: “I don’t know. When people think you are dying, they really listen, instead…”
Marla: “…instead of just waiting for their turn to speak.”

Thanks for listening.

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Happy Birthday Divine!

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alabyu! Mishu! Mwah!

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It’s a funny thing

…when people start to guess what’s going with you. They define your mood, even at a certain moment, as if it’s your very identity. Speculation is highly subjective but some people want to pass it as fact when they have others that they can convince of their hypothesis. Though I don’t come clean about this behavior, I too speculate about someone else’s private life. But what can they get from talking about someone else’s situation to others? Is it just so they can have something to say, to talk about? Is it because they’re concerned and want to intervene? Or this major excuse: to tell who you are from their point of view so that you can reflect. The last one can pass up as a good excuse, but what if they’re wrong? And what if, you, the very person they’re talking about is oblivious of the plot?

Its a bullshit behavior but still we all do it. Maybe its human nature.

So for my so-called situation , if there is one, I’ll just keep my mouth shut. Let them guess, let them interpret even my most innocent sigh. it’s fun that way.

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Prayer of St. Francis

Lord, make me an instrument of Your peace;
Where there is hatred, let me show love;
Where there is injury, pardon;
Where there is doubt, faith;
Where there is despair, hope;
Where there is darkness, light;
And where there is sadness, joy.

O Divine Master,
Grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
To be understood, as to understand;
To be loved, as to love;
For it is in giving that we receive,
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
And it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.
Amen.

Thought Balloon: Band of Brothers… “Lord grant that I may not seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood as to understand; or to be loved, as to love with all my heart”

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