Self Portrait
Wednesday, April 30th, 2008
Archive for April, 2008
Wet and Wild - Hannah’s BBQ Birthday Bash
Sunday, April 13th, 2008
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Hannah invited us for BBQ at her place to celebrate her Birthday. We ended up not only with full stomach but with wet clothes all the way to our undergarments. Why? Because not only did we celebrate Hannah’s Birthday (and her Uncle’s Birthday), we also celebrated Thailand New Year… or something. There are Thai guests who splashed water and powder (bad combination) to all of us as tradition. It was so fun! Then Nick, me and Earvs, since were already wet, went into the heavy rain which is so nice. Made us feel young again. Of course, the day after we all felt fever-ish. Haha.
Saturday Night Jalan at Kiulap
Saturday, April 12th, 2008
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We just decided to walk around Kiulap to relax and unwind. We stop at Gripps for some yummy drinks and snacks. We also ended up shopping at Giordano for cheap shirts and Shorts.
First Badminton in Brunei
Wednesday, April 9th, 2008
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Woot! Badminton!
A thought…
Tuesday, April 8th, 2008Would you risk the status quo just so you can say what’s in your mind?
Sunday Jalan at Serusop!
Sunday, April 6th, 2008
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I feel so down…
Wednesday, April 2nd, 2008I feel so down, so weak.
I can’t keep a happy face to anyone, maybe they’re thinking I am “moody” again. Should I just force myself to smile, to laugh at their jokes so that they wouldn’t think anything negative about me? Don’t get me wrong, I find every single one of it hilarious but what I am feeling right now is so heavy that even the funniest of jokes can’t make me smile. Or maybe I can smile, I don’t know, I can smile but I can’t laugh, or maybe I can laugh but not for long. The reason for this is not them, it never is. How can my only source of support be the reason for my depression. Yeah, that’s right, I am depressed. I’ve experienced depression before. It was about something that I want to keep for myself. Although now that I think about it, this is nothing compared to that one. Maybe I am just sad. Yeah, I think that’s the perfect description. This sadness didn’t come without a reason. I am not crazy to be sad for nothing. I want to talk about why I am sad, but I can’t. I believe that talking about your problems will make it worse. I know that when I am sad, I’ll just let it overwhelm me, allow it to explode, then its will become nothing. Life needs to go on you know. No point in savoring what’s suppose to be bitter. The world will no stop because you’re depressed, down and miserable. Ahh! This is crazy talk. Before I even finished writing this I am okay already. I am fine! Whoever you are reading this, I love yah, thanks for your time.
