Happy Birthday Papa!
Monday, August 18th, 2008To the most pogi-est Papa of them all, Happy Birthday! Love you!

XD I know, I need to find a better picture! EEeep!
To the most pogi-est Papa of them all, Happy Birthday! Love you!

XD I know, I need to find a better picture! EEeep!
Yes I am in love, and its a stupid thing.
from movie FIGHT CLUB:
Jack: “I don’t know. When people think you are dying, they really listen, instead…”
: “…instead of just waiting for their turn to speak.”
Thanks for listening.
…when people start to guess what’s going with you. They define your mood, even at a certain moment, as if it’s your very identity. Speculation is highly subjective but some people want to pass it as fact when they have others that they can convince of their hypothesis. Though I don’t come clean about this behavior, I too speculate about someone else’s private life. But what can they get from talking about someone else’s situation to others? Is it just so they can have something to say, to talk about? Is it because they’re concerned and want to intervene? Or this major excuse: to tell who you are from their point of view so that you can reflect. The last one can pass up as a good excuse, but what if they’re wrong? And what if, you, the very person they’re talking about is oblivious of the plot?
Its a bullshit behavior but still we all do it. Maybe its human nature.
So for my so-called situation , if there is one, I’ll just keep my mouth shut. Let them guess, let them interpret even my most innocent sigh. it’s fun that way.
The acclaimed twisted foot (or/with knee) of Tri-Xtreme Season II. My friend told me about this and , since I am the artist behind this ad, I can’t wait to know more of what people in ranoadidas.com are talking about. I immediately clicked on the popular blog to find out.
The foot. Haha.. I was reading the tagboard and ppl are commenting about the “twisted” foot image on the Tri Xtreme Season II poster. But I think the foot positioning is correct because the colour of the shoe might just be deceiving, thinking that it’s pointing the other direction. But perhaps the positioning of the foot might be similar to the picture below. What do you think? (www.ranoadidas.com)
The news came to me as both surprising and entertaining. I sometimes get comments regarding my work from our client but this is a first from the locals. Straight to the point, the right foot of the model is not twisted at all (why would we even consider twisting it?). Perhaps the color of the shoe gives the illusion that its pointing on a different direction. Below is the raw file of the image.

See??? Rano gave a good PEG of the shoe.
And by the way, the comment that I like the most is
heh: you’re worried about his leg? what person would try to climb up the side of a wall in work clothes? and using those shoes?
That’s the point! I love it when people think. So see you guys at the Tri-Xtreme Challenge Season II? Mwah!
UPDATE:
This is the Tri-Xtreme poster.
I feel so down, so weak.
I can’t keep a happy face to anyone, maybe they’re thinking I am “moody” again. Should I just force myself to smile, to laugh at their jokes so that they wouldn’t think anything negative about me? Don’t get me wrong, I find every single one of it hilarious but what I am feeling right now is so heavy that even the funniest of jokes can’t make me smile. Or maybe I can smile, I don’t know, I can smile but I can’t laugh, or maybe I can laugh but not for long. The reason for this is not them, it never is. How can my only source of support be the reason for my depression. Yeah, that’s right, I am depressed. I’ve experienced depression before. It was about something that I want to keep for myself. Although now that I think about it, this is nothing compared to that one. Maybe I am just sad. Yeah, I think that’s the perfect description. This sadness didn’t come without a reason. I am not crazy to be sad for nothing. I want to talk about why I am sad, but I can’t. I believe that talking about your problems will make it worse. I know that when I am sad, I’ll just let it overwhelm me, allow it to explode, then its will become nothing. Life needs to go on you know. No point in savoring what’s suppose to be bitter. The world will no stop because you’re depressed, down and miserable. Ahh! This is crazy talk. Before I even finished writing this I am okay already. I am fine! Whoever you are reading this, I love yah, thanks for your time.
Contains bloody sheets, not for the faint-hearted. Hehe.
Mai-Mai gave birth recently to five puppies! 1 Black and Tan, 3 Dapple and 1 Brown. Oh how I wish I can cuddle them now!




to my lil’ sis:
I miss how we laugh at little things
I miss sharing movie lines with you
I miss your reaction when I get cheesy on you
I miss your high pitched voice
I miss hearing you speak Jap
I miss our long talks
Basta I MISS YOU!
WAHHHHHH \(;A;)/
bisitahin mo ako dito!
- Ate