Monotony

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Do you know how it feels as if your day never ends? That everyday, Monday to Sunday, are all connected. Nights, which suppose to separate these days, are non existent. With it is the consciousness for every thing you do and fully aware, and noting, that you’re doing it over and over again. You’re looking at your workstation thinking why you’re so tired of staring at it when you know that you’re day has just begun. You feel like you’re always eating when in fact the last time you had a meal was 12 hours ago. You go in and out of the washroom, worried that your workmates might think why you’re always in there when in fact you haven’t been there since you arrive. You keep on staring at the clock and get pissed off because its too damn slow though before you know it the day flies quickly and realizes you haven’t done anything. Then on your way back, in your car, staring outside the window to the lights and neons of the street and realize how sick you are of looking at it because thats the only thing you see every godforsaken night.

I know damn well how it feels.

Permalink | August 5th, 2008

2 Responses to “Monotony”

  1. Divine Says:
    August 7th, 2008 at 4:12 am

    Learn something new … (remember Shall We Dance? Ung movie :3 )

  2. Diana Says:
    September 2nd, 2008 at 1:49 am

    Hay nako, we’re living parallel lives in 2 different countries. I’m bitching on my job so much it’s driving me insane. As in freaking insane!!! I’m starting to talk to the xerox machine gaddaremet!
    But yeah, tama sabi ni vine, let’s learn new things
    (diana is currently reading: “How to get back at your boss without her knowing” for Dummies)
    But I totally get what you mean. Like right now, I’m so bloody pissed at being in the office I want to tear my hair out! Literally!
    AND ITS ONLY 930 in the F*CK**G MORNING!!!
    *gasp gasp* angst attack *gasp gasp*
    BLEEDING J-O-B!

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